Pandemic Diary

(a limited series)


This is a curated collection of lightly-edited excerpts from my daily journal. These are observations, my commentary on those observations, notes to myself, and other things I might want to remember about this period. It’s not everything (sorry — you don’t get to see everything), but it’s a lot.

It started as a pandemic-only collection, but I soon realized the picture would be artificial and incomplete if I didn’t include the context of cultural and racial and political tension that has been so intertwined with the pandemic, so those entries (and some others) are here now, too. And some life-as-usual, because despite everything, there really has been more of that than anything else.

Warning: politics ahead. I wrestled with this, and considered excluding the judgmental bits, and anything that might possibly offend anyone, but I decided to value honesty and disclosure over discretion. (More on that here: “Should I publish about politics?”) If this offends you, I’m sorry. But I call it as I see it.

This isn’t journalism. I’m aiming for personal understanding, not balance (see “Let me think about it”). And don’t expect coherence or continuity (that’s not my goal here)…


 
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Critical pieces I don't control

...we are all in some version of this, and most of us are in multiple versions of this at the same time. How is this pandemic going to turn out?

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ES100 board meeting

...we set July 1st as our decision date, or at least the no-later-than date for a decision. Between now and then we’ll keep planning for the full event…

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Watchful waiting

...underlying anxiety about who among our family and friends and acquaintances will get this disease... what our inevitable personal encounters with the virus will be like.

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Pop the Silo
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Pop the Silo

…that old Nazareth song... is stuck in my head this morning.. it’s there for its apocalyptic nature, and even though it doesn’t exactly fit with our current tiny apocalypse.…

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Addicted to the pandemic

…a fascinating thing to watch, fascinating like a train wreck, fascinating like Westworld or Game of Thrones…

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All good here
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All good here

Fresh Otto’s beer, from the Trail Keg to my Canyonman glass — all good here.

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Yesterday’s run (and pandemic opportunity)
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Yesterday’s run (and pandemic opportunity)

...the current situation in our world has given me the opportunity to do that... I can put together a long term plan that isn’t interrupted by tapers or recoveries or race efforts.

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Pandemic yes, but...

...but get over it, don’t let it dominate your life more than it needs to. Stop the constant reading about it, stop compulsively checking... stop saturating your mind with it.

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Pandemic generation

if you don’t remember life before and life after this pandemic, your view of the world will be fundamentally different... this is the closing event-of-formation for Gen Z

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Pandemic ideas

...what if we — the public, our government, society in general — took the climate crisis as seriously as we’re taking this pandemic? Maybe this is a model for, or a prelude to, that.

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Long-haul pandemic

...the right answer is to not bank on any particular scenario, try to be prepared for all of it and try to be flexible and accepting of the fact that flexibility is the only real way to be prepared…

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What happens next?
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What happens next?

…this insatiable need to read more and more about it, which is really just an immense curiosity about What Happens Next. There’s a morbid but addicting fascination in watching this play out…

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Believing in the pandemic

It’s a necessary suspension of disbelief, and it must be widespread, ideally universal, and it’s hard to achieve that. And it’s not hard to understand why some people would question it…

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Get back to work

I have to accept that there’s nothing I’m going to read about the pandemic in the next half-day that will make a difference in our situation or change the way I should use this day.…

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Pandemic diary

…this pandemic that’s about to sweep across us is something we’ll talk with our grandchildren about, and the observations that capture now, in real time, are the ones that will be most valid…

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Pushing our luck

...one last weekend before we go completely into crisis mode where we hunker down at home and do absolutely no unnecessary travel. I don’t know if this rationalization is valid or not…

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We’re overreacting (but we’re prepping)

I’m thinking of this as a wake-up call for some of us, as a dry run or dress rehearsal for others, and as a good trigger reason for all of us to figure out just how we handle things, how we should handle things

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